Friday, February 2, 2007

My brain has been MIA for the last week

Where it was, I don't know. I forget. I can't seem to remember anything. It's been ongoing for a while now. The first time I remember my memory issue coming up in conversation was a few years ago. I was talking to my mom, I told her how bad my memory was getting. She identified, we laughed, that was it. I paid no attention to the comments about my airheadedness from hubby. (he sucks by the way)

About a year ago, I started working as an admin assistant for what I thought was a small company. Well, it is small compared to other small companies but my boss, oh hell he's into real estate, automobiles, owns two businesses. I struggle to keep up. I think the only reason I am still his assistant is because he likes me as a person... I think.

I'm really frustrated with myself. For forgetting but also for the moodiness that comes along with it. I snap at my husband when he doesn't do simple things. The simple things that all of us don't do, like not putting a sock in the clothes hamper. Who cares right? Well moody Kasie cares. Calm happy Kasie doesn't give a crap. The simple things in life are overwhelming me and I'm tired.

Feels like two people are arguing inside my head.

3 comments:

Cerca Trova said...

You must being doing a good job in addition to being liked by your boss; most bosses don't keep employees who don't do a good job. Well, except the government/military.
I think there are too many "simple things" in life--so many that we humans mix them up, and then it gets complicated. Stupid humans.
LOL, I like the pic at the end

JDtakingthebar said...

Hi Kasie,
I know what you mean, I can be really forgetful too. I think it is stress related. Maybe you need a vacation. You should come and visit me in NY.

As for the socks, everyone gets annoyed by little stuff. It's better to express yourself than pretend it doesn't bother you. If you bottle it up you might explode. Anyway, that's my two cents.

Bellamama said...

Vacation sounds good. Maybe I'll spend my tax return on a NY trip. =D *cheese